• Recently, I started comparing my looks to what I looked like months ago. • I started watching plastic surgery videos and fantasized about getting a facelift. • My face shows all the expressions I've made, and they weren't all relaxed and happy.

Recently, I went into a panic. Bolstered by an embarrassingly long descent into plastic surgery reels, it has come to my attention that I no longer have upper eyelids. I mean, I do, but you can't see them. Whatever you call the skin below the eyebrow that doesn't fold to blink, is now covering them.

I've compared (oh, how I've compared) video and photos from several months ago, from last summer. I've looked for times that I've decided were more rested, relaxed, and happier. I've decided that the features suddenly undesirable, now that they a

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