Originally appeared on E! Online

Emilie Kiser is navigating an unimaginable loss.

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Months after the TikTok creator and her husband Brady Kiser’s 3-year-old son Trigg Kiser died in an accidental drowning at their family pool , Emilie shared how she's still coming to terms with the tragedy.

Calling Trigg's death "the most severe and emotional event I have ever experienced," Emilie said that she and Brady are both concerned about "our ability to even start to heal," she wrote in documents submitted to the Arizona Superior Court for Maricopa County obtained by People .

At the time of the incident, Brady was home watching the toddler as well as the couple's baby boy Theodore, 4 months, though officials have sa

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