John Leguizamo opened up about some early career setbacks in Hollywood during a recent appearance on the podcast Fly on the Wall with Dana Carvey and David Spade.

Reminiscing about Mike Nichols ‘ 1991 classic “ Regarding Henry ” in which he landed a small part, Leguizamo said he felt humiliated to star as the “Liquor Store Gunman” and said “even talking about [the movie] just gives me PTSD.”

Penned by J.J. Abrams, “Regarding Henry” starred Harrison as a ruthless New York City lawyer whose life unravels after he gets shot in the head (by Leguizamo’s character) during a robbery, leading him on a difficult, yet transformative path to regain his cognitive skills, which brings him closer to his family. The movie grossed an estimated $43 million worldwide.

Leguizamo said on the podcast

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