Still waters run deep with Victoria Beckham .

While she jokes in her new eponymous Netflix docuseries , premiering Oct. 9, that her unreadable expression mid-crisis may make it look like "the lights are on but there's no one in," that's just her poker face.

"It is not productive if I lose my s--t," she explained as the challenges piled up ahead of her September 2024 runway show in Paris, which she characterized as a make-or-break moment for her once-troubled fashion house.

The show went off—not without a hitch, as the three-part series reveals—but still to Victoria's near-satisfaction, the 51-year-old telling husband David Beckham afterward that there's still much more she wants to accomplish.

And not necessarily because she's trying to prove herself—after spending years defy

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