Victoria Beckham has revealed that she has had a lifelong battle with an eating disorder in her new Netflix documentary. The former Spice Girl , 51, shared that she hid it from her family , saying she became good at lying. "I really started to doubt myself and not like myself and because I let it affect me, I didn't know what I saw when I looked in the mirror," she shared. "Was I fat? Was I thin? I don't know, you lose all sense of reality. I was just very critical of myself. I didn't like what I saw. I have been everything from porky posh to skinny posh, I mean, it's been a lot and that's hard," she revealed.
"I had no control over what was being written about me or the pictures that were being taken and I suppose I wanted to control that. I could control it with the clothing, I cou