Victoria Beckham shares how her eating disorder has affected her life throughout the years.

In her new Netflix documentary series Victoria Beckham , the 51-year-old star gets candid about dealing with the media and its impact on her self-esteem.

The fashion designer shared that she was “weighed on national television when Brooklyn was 6 months old.”

“‘Get on those scales’… ‘Have you lost the weight?’ We laugh about it and we joke about it when we’re on television, but I was really, really young and that hurts. I really started to doubt myself and not like myself because I let it affect me. I didn’t know what I saw when I looked in the mirror. You lose all sense of reality. I’ve been everything from ‘Porky Posh’ to ‘Skinny Posh’.”

Victoria says having an eating disorder made her

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