I’ve just turned 40 this past year. The last 15 years, I was in a horrible drug addiction. I lied and hurt and did terrible things to a lot of people, especially my family. About eight years ago, they officially disowned me. Understandable.

I’ve cleaned up and got my act together six years ago. At first, I tried to force my way back into their lives, which all refused. I lashed out, said horrible things, and stopped trying to be in their lives. My mom will stop by on my birthday for 10 minutes or so and drop a card off at Christmas. As for my two older brothers and my father, it’s radio silence.

I guess what I’m asking is, what do I do to fix this and fast, as I said, I’ve turned 40 this year, my parents are both 70. Time is running out, and I couldn’t imagine living my life without some

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