Having starred in it, clearly Rhea Seehorn knows how season one of Pluribus ends. The finale is still a few weeks away (it’ll release on December 26), but in a new interview, she explains how the climax of the season made her feel, and her first thought after reading it.

“It’s bananas,” the actress, who just got a Golden Globe nomination for her role on the show, told Deadline . “The same as the first episode. I have virtually the same reaction to all of them. I’m like, ‘What!?’ Then I’m like, ‘Holy crap. All right, let’s go.’ I mean, they read so beautifully. I knew when I was reading the scripts [that] this would be the kind of show that I would love. I would be obsessed with this show even if I didn’t get to be in it. So it’s just been a huge reward to get to play it, and to g

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