LOGGING on to my laptop, I excitedly check out the venue hosting my dream wedding in six months’ time.

But as I scroll through images of the stately home’s banqueting tables and flower arches, a notification pops up on my screen.

It’s not a wedding guest RSVP, but an alert from a dating website for married people — and it informs me I have three new matches.

Although I am very happily engaged, and genuinely excited about walking down the aisle with my handsome fiancé Rob*, I also crave sex with strangers.

A thrill runs through me as photos of the gorgeous blokes pop up, and eager messages start pinging back and forth between us.

I truly love my partner of two years, but married men looking to have an affair drive me wild with desire.

I know I’ll probably have slept with at least one

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