Granger Smith came close to attempting suicide to “end the pain” of 3-year-old son River’s 2019 death .
The country singer’s wife, Amber Smith, details Granger’s “dark night of the soul” in her forthcoming memoir, “The Girl on the Bathroom Floor”.
Per an excerpt obtained by People , Amber wrote that her “sweet, incredible husband … put a cold Glock 9mm into his mouth.”
The 43-year-old cried while typing the story, telling readers, “It breaks my heart that he felt like this was the only way out. I wish I had known.
“I wish I could have grabbed him, shaken him, and said, ‘You’re a good father! I love you! We’ve got this! This isn’t the way!'” she continued.
Granger, 46, did not tell his partner about his suicidal moment for three years.
Ahead of his attempt, the songwriter was p