Sean "Diddy" Combs may have had several people write letters to support his release, but now his victims, including his former longtime girlfriend Casandra "Cassie" Ventura , are also speaking out.

On Tuesday, September 30, Cassie submitted her letter to Judge Arun Subramanian ahead of Combs' sentencing hearing. In it, she recalls her grueling testimony, in which she had to relive the intense mental, physical, and sexual abuse she suffered from her time with the Bad Boy Records founder. Ventura said that Combs' threats and despicable sex acts scarred her for life, and even led to suicidal thoughts.

"The horrors I endured drove me to have thoughts of suicide—ones I almost followed through on, if not for my family’s intervention and urging that I seek professional care," Ventura wrot

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