Warning: This article contains spoilers for Love Is Blind season nine .

Mad is on Maidenberg is explaining what went down when Joe Ferrucci had one too many goblets in Mexico.

Indeed, the Love Is Blind season nine contestant—who opened up about having a degenerative eye condition that could lead to blindness while in the pods—admitted she was “very confused” by her fiancé’s antics at the cast meetup during their getaway.

"At first, I was concerned at how drunk Joe got at the party,” Madison told E! News during an exclusive interview. “I know it's a party and we're all having a good time, but to see somebody carry themselves in that way, it was a little bit confusing because from my perspective, we're here to further our relationship.”

As she noted, “I was so disappointed

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