Taylor Swift isn’t trying to hide her tears.

Before The Life of a Showgirl was released Oct. 3., many fans theorized the song “Ruin the Friendship” would be about where Taylor stands with Blake Lively . However, the heartbreaking track instead turns back the clock to years before she met the Gossip Girl star, leaving many wondering if it’s actually a tribute to her late friend Jeff Lang .

The sixth song on the album takes listeners to Taylor’s high school days as she sings about her regret over not sharing her romantic feelings —and a kiss—with a close friend. In the song, she reveals that she and her unrequited love drifted apart, with her later learning from her best friend Abigail Anderson that the person had died af

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