Originally appeared on E! Online

It can hard for Selena Gomez to enjoy life’s happy moments.

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The "Only Murders in the Building" star — a longtime mental health advocate — shared her surprising reaction to marrying Benny Blanco , explaining how her fears sometimes cloud her mindset.

"I got married and then I was sobbing," Gomez said at Fortune's Most Powerful Women conference Oct. 15, "'cause I was like, 'I'm gonna die the next day.'"

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The Rare Beauty founder explained that when something great happens in her life, she expects "something bad" to happen as well.

"So instead of being present and saying, 'OK, wow, we've done a great thing,' which I do, bu

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