Kody Brown was forced to face the mistakes he made in his past marriages during his time on Special Forces: World’s Toughest Test.

During the Thursday, November 6, episode of the Fox series, Kody, 56, opened up about his personal life after being offered more responsibility as a recruit.

“I’d consider myself a great leader,” he shared in a confessional. “And I did the best to lead with my family.”

Andrew East subsequently asked Kody about the “pros and cons” of his lifestyle, to which he replied, “I had 18 kids with four wives. There have been three divorces, and I would never do that again — I would never marry again.”

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