While Jalyn Garcia and Josh Black seemed like a perfect Married at First Sight couple, their relationship abruptly ended in the months after season 19’s Decision Day.

“It was really hard at first feeling, like, I didn’t get closure or an answer that made sense,” Jalyn, 27, said on the Wednesday, December 3, episode of the “What’s the Reality” podcast, recalling her breakup. “I just felt so hurt and blindsided at the time. It’s taken truly up until the whole three months to get to a better place.”

Keep scrolling for Jalyn’s biggest bombshells about her whirlwind marriage on the “What’s the Reality” podcast:

Jalyn and Josh Actually Have a History Pre-‘Married at First Sight’

While the premise of MAFS is to marry a stranger, Jalyn actually crossed paths with Josh long before they said “I

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